All that asperity left behind,
Life wanted me to ameliorate
Those tears that left me dejected
Somehow wanted me to retaliate
“Ecstasy” was it...that wandered my mind
But euphemism ‘twas that was left behind
Life again became a dilemma
For whom I was a measly dilettante
A savant was i …
Now left dolorous
Life empathized …
Left me auto phobic
And finally…
I abjured
Coz most importantly ‘twas life that adjured.
Climbing up the stairs, I fell some where around
Reached a place where nothing seemed sound
Wanted to Terpsichore and find a reason to elate
but was filled with grievances up to date
Still creeping and climbing was my aim to be
Though a lot different was a road ahead of me.
Life elucidated me that ‘twas not my cup of tea
Still needed to travail was decided for me
Was stunng and disturbed and was in a dilemma
Life was playing and I was his clouting bag!!
Dreams were changing, I felt like a psycho
I was freaking, was ready to fight
Life had turned me into a fied
And so will I be till the battle is won!!!
Lone did i feel ....tears did flow,
What was meant it to be...never did i know,
Came in some messages...
My textual intellect was dead
Felt i was wrong ....left with disgrace..
Got up with some sleazy innuendoes,
The world still looked still...
‘Coz waking up from it made my heart ache...
Checked my messages...a lot had been through...
A li’ll talk was what i needed to do.....
Still dead with ignominy...typed a few words...
Came down a few tears that further made it tough...
Then came someone...told me the truth...
The dream was there ...but i was a lot behind
Life was somethin’ i could never understand...
The next day was it...that ended the game!!!
The sudden fusillading of mah anger,
The silent tears that flows down my heart,
The bruising of my emotions,
Does remind me of days we shared!!!
The shredding of the watery droplets,
Does sometimes make me lame,
But still hidden in the bottom of mah heart…
Are arcanums still wanting me to be stitched.
The day would come…
Saltations,hymns would be back in mah lyf…
Life can wait but how can i!!!!
Still waiting is mah heart…and would be…
